fading away; in moonlight.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

suddenly had the urge to blog.
anyway-
i dunno whats wrong with my dad.
sometimes i think he's even worse than me and my bro bickering with each other.
great practise for my tolerance though.

AND..
i think the X's situation is improving.
atmosphere in the X is not so tensed now..
but Z still cant stand Y.
hahaha.. perhaps only the X ppl understand what im talking about.

day spent with joyce and chris was great.
laughing half the time.
eating unhealthy food, again!
goodness.
well at least we got smth done..

finished act one of othello.
GREAT ACHIEVEMENT.
and i missed ij's race today/
so sad. well, congrats for getting the 4X400m!
heh.

school's starting again tmr.
i have a weird habit of wanting monday to come very fast,
but at the same time wanting friday to come too. haha.
school's exciting.

and i got this from alyssa's blog. think im too bored.

Rules: Tagged person must come up with 8 points about their perfect lover. must include the sex of ur lover.

sex: male.
1) must be a gentleman and charming.
2) initiative and sensitive
3) witty, and able to make me laugh
4) generous
5) sporty and adventurous
6) allow me freedom and let me do whatever i wanna do
7) hardworking and strive hard for what he wants
8) erm. taller than me. :D

iloveYOU ;
x 8:44 PM

Saturday, March 18, 2006

just a summary of what i've been doing this slack hols.

iloveYOU ;
x 8:27 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

i've been procrastinating this entire week.
the whole day today i was just bumming arnd, going online,
reading, sorta waiting for the day to end.
not exactly what i've planned my productive week(to revise) to be.

heck it, i deserve my break.

finished Pride and Prejudice alr..
reading Emma now. exhaustingly.

i'm actually lookinf forward for the school term to start.
i need smth to motivate me to work.
else i'll continue to bum arnd till the sun rise from the west.

missing aline chan CLARA and the ij trackers.
all that crapping.

enough-
i dont know what i'm talking about.
been thinking bout smth for a long time.
hope it works out.

iloveYOU ;
x 11:15 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

AHHHHH.
meeting mel today was so good!
i mean even spending time in her boring old hse-
seemed so fun.
endless things to say...and laugh!
i think that's the special thing about spending time with your
BESTFRIEND!
hah. and pride and prejudice was so hilariously funny,
even though it was supposed to be serious.
gonna get the book and understand the whole thing properly!
could hardly understand most of the dialogue!
they spoke too fast. haha.

oyes.
we actually planned to study.
in the end we did nothing but chat and eat and watch tv.
hahaha.
but it was a time well spent.
love you mel (:

iloveYOU ;
x 12:25 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

ROCKAFELLASKANK 2!
seriously SEVEN rocked!
screamed practically the entire time when they performed.
adeline sings damn well man.
met roy before that with rosel biqi joyce and stix.
ohmy, how i miss his bitchyness. haha.

T7's state is slightly better than it was 2 days ago..
learnt all or most of their names, at least.
but i guess i still feel that invisible separation between ex-t7 and ex-t16 ppl.
most of us love to stay in our comfort zone, including me.
but i think without getting out of this comfort zone,
life will always remain the same as before- monotonous and boring.
found myself talking to some of them during the walk to the police academy.
surprise, surprise.
to think that i hardly spoke a word during O1. quiet as a mouse.
OHWELL.
lemme introduce myself once a again.
"hi im natalie and your name is...?"

gonna try to have the same enthusiasm and liveliness and insanity (ha!) i had with pae t7 during orientation1.
give myself and paeT7 a chance, and give paeT16 a chance.
hopefully,
we'll be better before,
SEXIER than before.

iloveYOU ;
x 11:00 PM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

got our class today.
i FINALLY experienced what is called missing the pae times.
got back our 1T07,
but it just wasnt the same!
i could feel the tensed atmosphere arnd me...
omggggg.
but im hoping with my dearest might
that 1T07 jae will gradually become united.
im trying my BEST.

im feeling so many emotions,
i dont know how to express it.

oh yes,
there is hope.
but will it come true?
oh! my dear 1T07.
i love you!

iloveYOU ;
x 7:24 PM

Friday, March 03, 2006

A father said to his son Tom, who he knew had refused to fill his mother's woodbox that morning:" Tom, I'm sure that you'll be glad to bring in some wood for your mother." And without a word Tom went. Why? Just because his father showed so plainly that he expected him to do the right thing.
Suppose he had said:" Tom, I overheard what you said to your mother this morning, and i'm ashamed of you. Go at once and fill that woodbox!" I'll warrant that woodbox would be empty yet, so far as Tom was concerned!

What men and women need is encouragement. Their natural resisting powers should be strengthened, not weakened. Instead of always harping on a man's faults, tell him of his virtues. Try to pull him out of his rut of bad habits. Hold up to him his better self, his real self that can do and win out!...The influence of a beautiful, helpful hopeful character is contagious and may revolutionise the entire town.

START PRAISING YOUR FELLOW FRIENDS AND FAMILY, IM SURE IT'LL WORK ON THEM.
in fact, i'll bet that they'll be shocked that you even say such a thing of them (:

posting results today.
some disappointments, some satisfied.
im happy with cjc.
got my ig. number 9.
tell me if you're in the same grp k?
i have a feeling i know no one there.
and im going back into my introvert quiet shy side once again.
HAHAHA.
horrors of horrors.
no more ig 25 pae please!

yay nat (tasha) is coming!
hope she's choosing same combi..

im feeling darn unfit.
had no trng for one week.
and o2. ahhhh i can imagine what it'll be like.
hope i wont be as bewildered as my first day in cj.

iloveYOU ;
x 11:37 PM